unforeseen

so beautiful is this sadness
so beautiful is this darkness
so beautiful is this emptiness
tears drying up, dead flowers

so beautiful is the smoke invading my lungs
the dizzying sky, unlit consciences
unlit consciousness
unlit eyes
unlit fire

so beautiful is the despair
the gripping fingers around my neck
the silent screams into my bed
the little girl that slept on the bed

so beautiful is the sharp pain to my wrist
crimson blood, crimson lips
crimson scars, crimson fists
crimson hearts, crimson beasts

crimson lies
crimson bliss

damaged hearts
damaged bliss
damaged lies
unseen
unforeseen
unforeseen.

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i guess i feel like writing